Wednesday, May 28, 2008

World..oh world...

Hello dear blogger! it's been a long time i've never dropped my writing here.haha. sorry maybe coz i've been breathing holiday breeze , makes my brain rotten. lol
hmmm..today was raining so hard. I should have been pleased for that coz for quite a while, the weather here is HOT like hell!
It had been raining very hard around 4 pm, and I went to have lunch outside. Geez, wet all over my body thou i brought umbrella. Oh well, Mankind is hardly to be satisfied and greedy huh..when it's hot, we're askin for the rain, vice versa.

Anw, Good News that Myanmar has opened its hand to receive foreign aids for the victims. But isn't it kinda late? Quote from newspaper , now Myanmar's credibility is on jeopardy. Will the aids arrive fully in victims' hands? or the Government will start importing some rice to another country? (oopz..sorry I'm sorta of fence to the gov there)
But well, if you think about it, isn't it kinda silly that how a country which suffered from disaster is able to import rice? Bow to them :D

Thinking about what has happened previous weeks in some countries like : Cyclone in Myanmar, Earthquake in Sichuan, and Typhoon in Philippine ; moreover increasing price in food and oil price hits USD 135 per barrel , have you ever crossed a thought that "end of the world is near"?
When people start to die one by one due to starvation and people kill others to survive, and the world becomes a horror for everyone.
~People is reluctant to hurt others , but when they need to, killing is as easy as breathing


Wake up this morning
Heard the TV sayin' something
'Bout disaster in the world and
It made me wonder where I'm going

*dedicated to someone out there :D*

Friday, May 16, 2008

Time...Time..Time...

It was quite a sometime that I've never posted something , it's been for 5 days exactly. Recently, Singapore is damn hot ( I forgot whether I've mentioned it in my previous posted) and I ended up sweating all over my body while I accompanied my friend to hang around Raffles Place today. After that, I was meeting my other friends to watch movie, Made of Honor. A chick flick movie, indeed, but it's quite interesting.

Anw, don't you think that 24-hours per day is not enough? I do..It was liked so many things to do, so little time we have. And sometimes, I was liked thinking by myself whether I've used the day that I was given to do what I'm supposed to do. I wish that I could have more than 24-hours per day, it might be better that way huh? :P to do something in 2 or 3 hours more, for example, a day? or are you gonna use it to add more your sleep time? lol
yeah, sometimes the case is not that I don't have enough time. I just let it fly, let it run, and I just walk trying to catch with it. And at the end, I lost my pace with time, wishing that it will slow down for me. So it was quite reasonable that my father once said, wise people work by following the time. They won't walk when time is running, and they won't run when time is slowing down. Everything that is meant for today was done by today. It sounds great, huh :D

Moreover, thinking of discipline, I was lacking of that recently somehow. I woke up late, slept quite late too, and my eating habit is quite sucks as well. I need to back to the basic, I really need to..sigh...Time, hope I can use you wisely, not only letting you pass by...
oh well, it is 2.33 am, need to have some rest. Gonna back to you again with interesting topic, hopefully. lol
cyaa

Monday, May 12, 2008

Journey to west side with some own thought

Today I was overslept, darn. I was supposed to wake up around 8 am, having some exercises. It ended up I opened my eyes, and it was 10 am! lol. I was rushing to the bathroom, yawning and scolding myself. *oopz* hahah
I had planned for today that I'm gonna go to Jurong Port Road, which is in the very west side of my place. I took mrt to lakeside, and still needed to take a bus to reach the place. It's kinda long trip huh. :D Yeah for sure, here you can see lots of cargo, trucks, or any huge vehicles to deliver goods. All around your view is surrounded by big warehouses and factories.
When I have reached there, the one that I was looking for was out for lunch. oh what a lucky day! lol. I was waiting like 1 hour, and finally she came back, and we had a talk just less than 30 minutes.hahah. What am I gonna say? It's alright, no pain no gain :)

On my way home, I was reading Today, and came across with Myanmar News about cyclone, votes, United Nations you name it. It's kinda funny thou that the government held voting during this devastated disaster that happened recently in that country. And I have no idea why the gov there is not allowed foreign workers to aid the victims. Ah..I can't have any own thought about it, or else I'm gonna be caught and brought to Myanmar.LOL
but well, I still remember what my macroecons lecturer about politics. "Don't talk about politics when people are hungry." And the condition there is more or less the same. How can the victims think about what best for their government, when they are hungry, not sure whether they can survive for tomorrow, or whether there is a help will come for them.
I dunno..It's all politics....

Sunday, May 11, 2008

Time flies so fast...

It's been quite a sometime from my last post, and well, recently I can't find any interesting topic to talk about, or even think about it. Or maybe it's just because exam was over, slackin' too much can make my brain obsoletes. lol
This day was fine, around 4 pm I was meeting my friends, to look for a place, to settle up a restaurant. We started from Tanjong Pagar, and ended up in Chinatown. I was pretty amazed with the building over there. They are all in uniform, like an 70s , 80s building in Singapore. One Word : AWESOME! :P

Nothing much to say about my journey, like after 1 hour going around and taking a lot of pictures in various places, we were heading back home. Arriving at home, I grabbed my Psp, and fell asleep in the sofa in the living room. I dunno why I feel like asleep easily this time around, or maybe it's my "savings" account because during exam period i don't have enough rest. lol

ah...Times fly so fast, even I can't catch up with it, and I just realize that everything has changed. It's kinda unbelievable that It's been 1 year plus from the first time I started to study here. And today, It's already the second mother's day, which is 11 May that is kinda different from Indonesia. I still remembered that I argued with my friend that Mother's day is supposed to be 22 December! hahaha
Everyone of us has grown up, and some of us can feel it that we are no longer the same like we used to be. The appearance, mind-set, and habits, more or less is changing. And from that period, people are coming by, passing my life, sharing things with me, or they just dropped by. One of them inspired me, made me learn something new about this life. But thanks to you all, coz maybe because of them, I become what I am now. I realize that I'm no longer a kid, considered an adult, thou sometimes I'm not mature enough.lol
oh well, i can't be bothered about it, like Simon Webbe said "I just know your life's gonna change, not today, but someday soon it's gonna be alright"

Keep on believing, And Live up Your Life, coz today's me is gonna bring me somewhere to where I wanna be in the future. It's all up to me! :)

Thursday, May 8, 2008

a Day in Raffles Place

oh well, today I found something funny about insurance agency. But maybe it's just a silly thought. I dunno, judged by our own mind then. lol
I was sitting in raffles place by myself, thinking about what else I need to do. And I was approached by insurance agent, asked for survey. She was a girl, and coincidentally, she's graduated from SIM too, same university with me.haha. Nothing much in here, just a simple survey, asking for name and contact number.
and after that, just a couple of minutes, I was approached again by someone. Suddenly she just asked what I was doing, my name is, like a common chit-chat. Or you can say, it's liked a chick wants to know your name!hahah. but no, buddy..big NO! she's insurance agent too! at the end she's asking for survey as well. sigh...

What i've learnt today, don't hang around in raffles place if you got no business over there. Or else your pocket is gonna be full of name cards from a lot of insurance agencies.lol . And aren't you aware that a lot of those people are girls? oh well, maybe I'm just bias.hahah
take care..need to take shower! byeee

Wednesday, May 7, 2008

Fairness is yet Painful

HELL YEAH! finally my exam is over, oh well it's actually ended yesterday, but i just don't feel like posting yesterday.haha. pretty tired yesterday, having jap buffet ( treat from my friend's bday, thanks to kelvin & dustin!) it's awesome! heaven of SUSHI and SASHIMI! lol
After we went for Ironman show. oh man it's wicked! there're lots of pretty cool stuffs. it's a MUST to watch that movie. :D

here we go, i'd like to share something about fairness. Don't you agree that fairness is painful? I give you example like, why are you born as Indonesian, for example? or chinese, japanese, or caucasian? furthermore, have you ever thought why some people are born not in good financial and some are born with tremendous gold & cash?
from my belief, it's carma. carma from our previous life, coz our life is not once, it keeps reincarnating over and over again until you break the chain. But in some point of view, it's true thou that our life is once. Coz we're just gonna have one time being with our own personality, our own condition, and our own appearance. I might be born to be different persons in the next life, and i won't be Dimas anymore. :)

My dad once told me, based on the book that he read, "fairness is painful. Never seek for fairness if you can't treat people fairly. Keep on doing your work , keep praying, keep trying, and after that, look through your wealth line, Once it's not there, you're just not born to be rich." Is it fair? it's unfair, yet it's painful. :)

oh well, i gotta go now. it's 10.15 pm. need to prepare myself for tonight! LOL
hopefully i'm gonna post another exciting topic. It's pretty hard huh to think any wise words when exam is over.hahaha..cya

Tuesday, May 6, 2008

Reflection to Our Relatives

hello there! how's today?
well, currently it's pretty hot in here.best for suntanned! lol
hopefully it's gonna be like this for the following week, and i can spend my day in sentosa. hahaha
well, today was not so special..muggin with my friends at school, and had some discussion over our last test. (oh yeah baby! i can smell holiday's breeze comin nearer and nearer! lol)

btw, recently i stuck with this song from Mariah Carey - "bye bye". it's quite touching thou. And i just came across this wild thought, have you ever thought that your beloved one will not be with you forever? like your family, especially. I'm pretty sure that one day...one day they're gonna leave us, and we're gonna miss them like crazy. A million tears fallin from our eyes that will not gonna bring them back. oh damn, to be honest, everytime my mind starts imagining it, i can feel my goose bumps rise. it's pretty scary thou, but in fact, it's true. .
"not a single thing in this world is eternal, all have their own time, and once the time came, they will vanish."


As what Mariah Carey said in her song, it's liked we wish that we're gonna have a lil' more time with our beloved one, wish that we're having more time to spend with them. but wish is just a wish. They won't come back..they've gone forever.
but now, i feel completely lucky. I'm still having a complete family, my beloved dad and mom.I have persons that are worried about me, waiting for me to go home there, and loving me trully. And what you and me are supposed to do when you still have them, do pleased them when they're still alived. It's kinda useless when you cried over them when they've gone. It's my chance to please them, to be what they really want me to be, which i believe it's all just for the best of me in the future. :) what are u waiting for? are you on?? :D
I LOVE YOU MOM ... I LOVE YOU DAD..BLESS YOU!

Note: I'm having new chatbox for all of you. Thanks to Kester! xD
Maybe you can drop by and have a chat with me sometimes.
cya around! :)

Monday, May 5, 2008

my officially created blogspot

oh YEAH! it's 5th May 2008 and I finally I got my own blogspot. it's kinda late thou to have a blog, but well it's better than nothing at all :D

well, it's pretty late, 1.15 in the morning, and I got something to share with you all, so yah..i decide to make a blogspot today.

I dunno why suddenly i came cross with this idea. " how hard you try to get something, and if it's just your way to get it, you're gonna have it.and if it's not, i'm sorry :) " but well, we will feel disappointed, and some of us decide to quit, and others are just keep trying. It's liked you study so hard for your exam, but you never know whether you're gonna do well. but are you just givin' in?

I believe there is no such a loser if we have tried our best, we pray for it, and we believe on ourselves that we can do it, but in the end, the result is not liked what we expected, or even far from what we want. It's gonna back to ourselves whether you're a quitter or you're a fighter. We never know what we're gonna be until we reached some point, and we say " yeah, this is me, this is what I am."

We keep on trying and trying, but well if we don't get what we had, so maybe it's just not for you, buddy! And there might be something else waiting for you, and it might be better. Sounds pretty easy huh? yeah..it's hard to have such mental like that, i'm learning too, step by step :)
"It's not like I'm givin' in for everything, but I won't force myself to get it if it's not just for me"

oh well, it's 1.30 am. i gotta go now. hopefully it's useful for everyone who reads my blog. maybe not so good for the beginning, but it's gonna be better for the next post. Promise! :D
cya