Humans are not easily satisfied.
we are sometimes thinking, How if I was born as someone else? What are you doing right now if you were a different person from what you are now.
We forgot with what we have been given so far, and asking more than what we've got. Have you ever thought that way??
yeah it's one of human senses, feeling of never satisfied.
Even mountains of gold, it will never been enough for one of human beings.
Or sometimes you may cross this kinda thought. Do you what your position is right now?
yes I know in my family's environment, I am the eldest child. I'm carrying the most responsibility for my parents and two sisters.
But do I know what my position in society's circumstances? Or even put it simple, do you know what your position is for yourself? what are you supposed to do in your current state?
Are you doing the best thing that you need to do right now? Standing in the very best and steady ground for my both feet?
And it will come to a question whether you know the meaning of life for you.
Life is a choice
There are two types of human...Alien or Robot.
Robot, you are told to do so..or Alien? you are break free, do all the stuffs you wanna do.
World keeps changing. Tomorrow may not be the same as yesterday. Or Today, won't be the same as yesterday.
My thought won't be the same as right now which I sit nicely and safe in my own room writing this blog.
So what's the stagnant feature in this world? The changes itself. It will keep changing and changing..
We all have lotsa questions that left with no answers. What's life? why are we born as a poor or rich? Is this our carma? Isn't it unfair that you aren't even sure what you did in your previous life but you were in your current condition?
(I'm grateful thou to be in the position what I am now)
However, we all humans are getting used to succumb with those questions that left no answers.
Destiny??
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Friday, October 10, 2008
friday night...oohh friday night
Do you realize that humans couldn't stop complaining? like if you're given sunny day, it's too Hot and you start complaining about the sweat and all those things. and when it was raining, you said how we can go to school/work if outside is raining. what a human sense...
BUT, since i'm human too, I was complaining for a freakin' hot weather today!!
awww..i went to Eunos this afternoon around 2pm and i felt like the sun was just above me..The heat could melt me dead ( okay it's too much..hahah)
Was supposed to meet someone there in Enterprise One, but at the end I didn't manage to meet him coz even the workers didn't know when he would come back from his pray. What a day...
I head back to home, and took a little rest. Around 6pm I went to the gym. I found that my body was kinda stiff coz I was tired due to my Johor's trip. =D
but guess what, the boost from shisa was liked adding my strength. hahaha..oh My..i felt stronger.lol
Felt good, but I could still smell of shisa everytime I breathed heavily..geez..
hmmm..nothing much after that. Just bought some goods from fairprice after I had finished working out and had my dinner too.
okay tomorrow is SATURDAY, but I got extra class for my Price Theory class.haizz...
but it's fine..in the morning i might go to the gym in my friend's place before heading to class.
hopefully I don't fall asleep in the class.hahah
ciaooo!
BUT, since i'm human too, I was complaining for a freakin' hot weather today!!
awww..i went to Eunos this afternoon around 2pm and i felt like the sun was just above me..The heat could melt me dead ( okay it's too much..hahah)
Was supposed to meet someone there in Enterprise One, but at the end I didn't manage to meet him coz even the workers didn't know when he would come back from his pray. What a day...
I head back to home, and took a little rest. Around 6pm I went to the gym. I found that my body was kinda stiff coz I was tired due to my Johor's trip. =D
but guess what, the boost from shisa was liked adding my strength. hahaha..oh My..i felt stronger.lol
Felt good, but I could still smell of shisa everytime I breathed heavily..geez..
hmmm..nothing much after that. Just bought some goods from fairprice after I had finished working out and had my dinner too.
okay tomorrow is SATURDAY, but I got extra class for my Price Theory class.haizz...
but it's fine..in the morning i might go to the gym in my friend's place before heading to class.
hopefully I don't fall asleep in the class.hahah
ciaooo!
Johor's Day + annoying Officers
I just came back from Johor. Yes it's JOHOR. the city that is notorious with its thieves, but cheap food! (compared to Singapore, yes it is..dohh)
I was going there with my friends, 5 of us, included me. Everything was fine, we went to Danga Bay, and I tried shisa (hopefully i spelled it right =P) and WOW! the taste is good! haha..smell of pineapple was surrounding me. lol
But...there were always rainbow before raining huh..so the "raining" part was we walked down the street with an empty stomach and anxious over our legs to reach the place coz one of my friends who knows the place like forgot where the place it is. hahah..
yeahh that's good that we finally managed to find the place. Or elseee...i dunno..can't speak any vulgarity.LOL
After that we started to go back to Singapore around 10pm from Johor. hmmm..it didn't take so much thou to reach the checkpoint, and took 170 to immigration office.
guess what?!! my friend got caught coz he brought two packs of cigarettes.geezz...what a fluff!
supposedly we could bring two packs of those, but we're just happened to know that we could just bring 19 sticks of cigarettes. No less no mOre..
all of us were desperately hoping that the officer could just forgive him without any fine or what.
luckily, my friend was released by receiving the preach from the officer, and paid the fine JUST for the TAX. hahaha..LUCKY!=D
fiuhhh..or else he needed to pay $300 for one pack!
but think of it, oh come on..one pack there is just RM 9! here is liked $11 with additional nasty picture on it (throat cancer, feet cancer, u named it..)
it's kinda ridiculous thou to put such kinda picture on that huh...It won't make people from smoking, helloo..
okay now i'm damn sleepy..can't take it..and hopefully tomorrow I can get up early and go to the gym..HOPEFULLY =P
Wish me luck coz tomorrow afternoon I'm gonna offer some of my dad's products! heh...
Good Business = increase in ALLOWANCE...hahaha..
kiddin! =D
take care all!
byeee
I was going there with my friends, 5 of us, included me. Everything was fine, we went to Danga Bay, and I tried shisa (hopefully i spelled it right =P) and WOW! the taste is good! haha..smell of pineapple was surrounding me. lol
But...there were always rainbow before raining huh..so the "raining" part was we walked down the street with an empty stomach and anxious over our legs to reach the place coz one of my friends who knows the place like forgot where the place it is. hahah..
yeahh that's good that we finally managed to find the place. Or elseee...i dunno..can't speak any vulgarity.LOL
After that we started to go back to Singapore around 10pm from Johor. hmmm..it didn't take so much thou to reach the checkpoint, and took 170 to immigration office.
guess what?!! my friend got caught coz he brought two packs of cigarettes.geezz...what a fluff!
supposedly we could bring two packs of those, but we're just happened to know that we could just bring 19 sticks of cigarettes. No less no mOre..
all of us were desperately hoping that the officer could just forgive him without any fine or what.
luckily, my friend was released by receiving the preach from the officer, and paid the fine JUST for the TAX. hahaha..LUCKY!=D
fiuhhh..or else he needed to pay $300 for one pack!
but think of it, oh come on..one pack there is just RM 9! here is liked $11 with additional nasty picture on it (throat cancer, feet cancer, u named it..)
it's kinda ridiculous thou to put such kinda picture on that huh...It won't make people from smoking, helloo..
okay now i'm damn sleepy..can't take it..and hopefully tomorrow I can get up early and go to the gym..HOPEFULLY =P
Wish me luck coz tomorrow afternoon I'm gonna offer some of my dad's products! heh...
Good Business = increase in ALLOWANCE...hahaha..
kiddin! =D
take care all!
byeee
Thursday, October 2, 2008
It's been long time coming
Hey..fiuhh it's kinda very very long time that i've never updated this blog. Feel like losing my mood to write everything I've been through day by day.
From the past days, I could say there were a lot things to spill the words over here, such as watching F1 Singapore Night Race by FREE! yeahh it's free dude..hahah
thou I couldn't watch the most thrill event like Massa's accident, it's okay..(Youtube is a free website to watch any event u missed.hahah =D)
Smell of Rubber + noisy roaring machines are the BOMB! can't wait for the next year F1
I'm supposed to start studying seriously for my exam by this Monday. But laziness took control of me. dohhh..
was liked trying to revise my Finance, luckily I could finish one chapter with falling asleep several times. =P
pity myself that I don't have many activities nowadays, but yet I don't feel the atmosphere to switch my study mode to ON. and there comes stressful. =(
alright it is 12.26pm here..and I must prepare for my class. 2-5pm finance! hopefully I don't fall asleep this time around.
P.S. I was liked falling asleep everything I came to the lecture. I wonder why..it's just the lecture is quite boring, or it's me that I couldn't understand, so I'm just giving in..hahah
byeee
From the past days, I could say there were a lot things to spill the words over here, such as watching F1 Singapore Night Race by FREE! yeahh it's free dude..hahah
thou I couldn't watch the most thrill event like Massa's accident, it's okay..(Youtube is a free website to watch any event u missed.hahah =D)
Smell of Rubber + noisy roaring machines are the BOMB! can't wait for the next year F1
I'm supposed to start studying seriously for my exam by this Monday. But laziness took control of me. dohhh..
was liked trying to revise my Finance, luckily I could finish one chapter with falling asleep several times. =P
pity myself that I don't have many activities nowadays, but yet I don't feel the atmosphere to switch my study mode to ON. and there comes stressful. =(
alright it is 12.26pm here..and I must prepare for my class. 2-5pm finance! hopefully I don't fall asleep this time around.
P.S. I was liked falling asleep everything I came to the lecture. I wonder why..it's just the lecture is quite boring, or it's me that I couldn't understand, so I'm just giving in..hahah
byeee
Thursday, August 28, 2008
Hail Pak Kin!!!
hey ya again! fiuh..i just reached home around 5 plus pm..went back from woodlands, traveled around to Hk. street, nearby Clarke Quay there, raffles place, and ended up in Bugis. Geez..quite shagged. A couple of days, singapore is liked raining country. No days without rain. lol
Thou it was raining this morning, now it's still hot outside my room at 5.50pm ( according to my laptop time. =p )
Yeah! I hail my Price Theory lecturer, Pak Kin, to postpone the upcoming test to 15 September, instead of 8 September. What a relieve..hahah
No Party soon!! I got no money, was spending like hell last weeks , and now it just left double-digit in my bank account. Hell Ya!
oh anw, i've just read someone's blogs, claimed about himself that he's a whatever the King shit. I can't stand to his photos, all about showing off his biceps and talkin about himself that he's the greatest or the best in bodybuilding.zzz... And while he posted his photos with topless, he got nothing! just a beefy buff, but no cut..what the hell..
oh come on, nothing good about that, dude!! lol!
(okay i'm too random as in nothing to do and kinda tired from travelling around Singapore today.haha)
alrite, gotta eat and have a good sleep! might continue studying my finance =(
take care!
Thou it was raining this morning, now it's still hot outside my room at 5.50pm ( according to my laptop time. =p )
Yeah! I hail my Price Theory lecturer, Pak Kin, to postpone the upcoming test to 15 September, instead of 8 September. What a relieve..hahah
No Party soon!! I got no money, was spending like hell last weeks , and now it just left double-digit in my bank account. Hell Ya!
oh anw, i've just read someone's blogs, claimed about himself that he's a whatever the King shit. I can't stand to his photos, all about showing off his biceps and talkin about himself that he's the greatest or the best in bodybuilding.zzz... And while he posted his photos with topless, he got nothing! just a beefy buff, but no cut..what the hell..
oh come on, nothing good about that, dude!! lol!
(okay i'm too random as in nothing to do and kinda tired from travelling around Singapore today.haha)
alrite, gotta eat and have a good sleep! might continue studying my finance =(
take care!
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
my monday, pigou effect + falling asleep!
geez..i was suffering from sore throat and bad flu this few days. It's been..ehmm..5 days? i'm not sure..I'm terribly not fine for sure. Upcoming test on this friday makes it worse, stressfull and headache are all over my head.
I'm at school anw. (you guys must be wondering what on earth happened to me like doing this kinda thing at school.hah! ) Yeah, I'm just killing the time since I've finished my class at 1, and I have appointment at 2.30pm in raffles place, Standard Chartered Bank to be exact.
fuuhh..i've been skipping lotsa number of training recently too. Like last sea training, I didn't feel like finishing my stuff if i did come down. Thou I just managed to read one topic for my test.haha
sorry Boss! I never have intention to skip, but what to do, RMIT peeps are getting mad due to upcoming tests and projects! =(
Even worse, for our next round master series, 21th September, the day after is my macroecons test!! Still thinking whether I do come down for it.
alright, it's 1.25pm, hopefully I'm just nice reaching the Raffles Place. Time to catch the bus! =)
ciao!
I'm at school anw. (you guys must be wondering what on earth happened to me like doing this kinda thing at school.hah! ) Yeah, I'm just killing the time since I've finished my class at 1, and I have appointment at 2.30pm in raffles place, Standard Chartered Bank to be exact.
fuuhh..i've been skipping lotsa number of training recently too. Like last sea training, I didn't feel like finishing my stuff if i did come down. Thou I just managed to read one topic for my test.haha
sorry Boss! I never have intention to skip, but what to do, RMIT peeps are getting mad due to upcoming tests and projects! =(
Even worse, for our next round master series, 21th September, the day after is my macroecons test!! Still thinking whether I do come down for it.
alright, it's 1.25pm, hopefully I'm just nice reaching the Raffles Place. Time to catch the bus! =)
ciao!
Thursday, August 7, 2008
Where my party, pa’ party party pa’ party people at?
I am at school right now, printing those freaking a lot notes for my studies. Past papers, lecture notes, and schedule included for now on till October. I know it's useful , but kinda doubt it that i'm gonna go through all those things.haha
Finally, I was successful to resist my temptation to go club last night. HAHA. yeah since it was too late to go too thou. Sorry Priscilla!! XD
The sky is so dark, and it was raining just now. Hopefully it will keep goin on so I don't need to run for training later! Yeah! damn lazy to do cardio thou it's good for ABS! (my friends said so..LOL)
Supposed to run through textbook for my upcoming price theory now since i've finished printing my stuff, but kinda lazy to do that.I'm still accompanying my classmates to finish their stuffs and reading "her" blogs. She was upset not to buy her things by today.
Cheers! There's always next time! XD (hopefully she didn't bother to read my blog, or else i'm DEATH! haha)
Just walked thru the door
what's it gonna be,
I can't get to the floor girls all over me.
Where my party, pa’ party party pa’ party people at?
Where my party, pa’ party party pa’ party people at?
~Nelly ft. Fergie - Party People
I'm addicted to this song recently!! Keep repeating this song over and over again , until my roommate told me : "Hey! MOS is just over there, bring your butt down there!"
LOL!!
alright, time to go now!
take care!!
ciao XD
Finally, I was successful to resist my temptation to go club last night. HAHA. yeah since it was too late to go too thou. Sorry Priscilla!! XD
The sky is so dark, and it was raining just now. Hopefully it will keep goin on so I don't need to run for training later! Yeah! damn lazy to do cardio thou it's good for ABS! (my friends said so..LOL)
Supposed to run through textbook for my upcoming price theory now since i've finished printing my stuff, but kinda lazy to do that.I'm still accompanying my classmates to finish their stuffs and reading "her" blogs. She was upset not to buy her things by today.
Cheers! There's always next time! XD (hopefully she didn't bother to read my blog, or else i'm DEATH! haha)
Just walked thru the door
what's it gonna be,
I can't get to the floor girls all over me.
Where my party, pa’ party party pa’ party people at?
Where my party, pa’ party party pa’ party people at?
~Nelly ft. Fergie - Party People
I'm addicted to this song recently!! Keep repeating this song over and over again , until my roommate told me : "Hey! MOS is just over there, bring your butt down there!"
LOL!!
alright, time to go now!
take care!!
ciao XD
Sunday, August 3, 2008
a sunny sunday
wohoo..i just went back from the gym. I feel better today, compared to last night. And having a break from workin out for 2 days, and released all the anger are really great! I feel stronger thou.hahah
I can carry the weight that I'm normally not able to do it. (nothing to boast here, just feel better, really.)
yeah..hope i can just move on, get over it like I get used to. Starting from zero again is nothing new for me thou. XD
but well, to think about it again, it's her choice thou. It's not anyone's fault here. People deserve the best, and we always do find the best for ourselves, ryte?
so yahh...Live your Life! :)
I can carry the weight that I'm normally not able to do it. (nothing to boast here, just feel better, really.)
yeah..hope i can just move on, get over it like I get used to. Starting from zero again is nothing new for me thou. XD
but well, to think about it again, it's her choice thou. It's not anyone's fault here. People deserve the best, and we always do find the best for ourselves, ryte?
so yahh...Live your Life! :)
a &%$^ disaster!!
second post of this day, just a couple of hours different from previous post...
damn i just reached home and it was 4 am..don't feel like goin for training tomorrow. Such a mess today, it didn't go as I expected. Loud music, drinks, sexy hottie girls are around the house.
But can't enjoy all those things.
what a mess, feel so depressed..what's goin on here dude. Got no idea how my life goes this way.
SICK! I feel so sick. I dunno, I feel like sacrificing enough for "that" thing, but can't get it even one. Oh fuck! i dunno what the hell I'm talking about!
she's just dancing there, and enjoy the music by herself, and i was liked an idiot watching over her.DAMN!
Watch out I've seen her type before
That girl is so DANGEROUS,
That girl is so DANGEROUS,
That girl is a bad girl, I've seen her type before
She's so DANGEROUS,
That girl is so DANGEROUS,
That girl is a bad girl, yeah
~ Akon Ft. Kardinal Offishall - Dangerous
damn i just reached home and it was 4 am..don't feel like goin for training tomorrow. Such a mess today, it didn't go as I expected. Loud music, drinks, sexy hottie girls are around the house.
But can't enjoy all those things.
what a mess, feel so depressed..what's goin on here dude. Got no idea how my life goes this way.
SICK! I feel so sick. I dunno, I feel like sacrificing enough for "that" thing, but can't get it even one. Oh fuck! i dunno what the hell I'm talking about!
she's just dancing there, and enjoy the music by herself, and i was liked an idiot watching over her.DAMN!
Watch out I've seen her type before
That girl is so DANGEROUS,
That girl is so DANGEROUS,
That girl is a bad girl, I've seen her type before
She's so DANGEROUS,
That girl is so DANGEROUS,
That girl is a bad girl, yeah
~ Akon Ft. Kardinal Offishall - Dangerous
Saturday, August 2, 2008
That Ladies Night.....
damn...it's 8.44 pm and i just opened my eyes from my sleep.
I was spending a night in my friend's place yesterday after we had the latest movie of The Mummy. Jet Lee is always amazing! hahah, thou the storyline is not so superb.
I was spending a lot on here and there this week. Like last wednesday I went to the club with my friends. Introduced a drink called "Graveyard" by her. XD
oh mann...it's freakin beer and I couldn't stand it. Lucky she finished it up. haha
but it was a great night! dancin like mad under a loud music. Let's do it again! =)
it's almost the end of the weekends. tomorrow I'm supposed to have training, and a whole day must have been spent by that. geez, what a day...
Okay I gotta go to buy some food outside for my late dinner..lol
anw, im waiting for her message whether she's goin tonight..hmmm....
alright cya!
I was spending a night in my friend's place yesterday after we had the latest movie of The Mummy. Jet Lee is always amazing! hahah, thou the storyline is not so superb.
I was spending a lot on here and there this week. Like last wednesday I went to the club with my friends. Introduced a drink called "Graveyard" by her. XD
oh mann...it's freakin beer and I couldn't stand it. Lucky she finished it up. haha
but it was a great night! dancin like mad under a loud music. Let's do it again! =)
it's almost the end of the weekends. tomorrow I'm supposed to have training, and a whole day must have been spent by that. geez, what a day...
Okay I gotta go to buy some food outside for my late dinner..lol
anw, im waiting for her message whether she's goin tonight..hmmm....
alright cya!
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
Just another day..
ahh..another slacking mood in the morning before i'm heading to my school today. I'm sitting in my not-so comfortable chair, writing my blog and watching some random video in YouTube. It's sunny day from what I can see through the window in front of me :P
yeah..I've seen the doctor to check my shoulder. Nothing serious he said, thou he gave me some medicine to recover. I still can go for rowing training, but no pull ups and push ups for a week or two. geez, thou it's a relieve that it's minor injury, I feel a bit unsecured for the following training that I must undergo in the future.
"50 pull ups a day is a lot, son" doc told me so..I was liked huh?? really? hahah. actually that's what make me scared. How can I improve to 100 a day then? crap! I was thinking and thinking...
yeah like what coach said "injury is a nightmare, it hinders us to do this and that"
well, like I've said earlier, i skipped running today. I woke up late, and don't feel like going for run. gonna catch up soon for running, preparation for 10Km nikerun!hahah
most probably I start next week since my dad will be around from today till saturday! yeah! :P
alright, i'm gonna prepare my stuff. gtg to school =D
cyaa
yeah..I've seen the doctor to check my shoulder. Nothing serious he said, thou he gave me some medicine to recover. I still can go for rowing training, but no pull ups and push ups for a week or two. geez, thou it's a relieve that it's minor injury, I feel a bit unsecured for the following training that I must undergo in the future.
"50 pull ups a day is a lot, son" doc told me so..I was liked huh?? really? hahah. actually that's what make me scared. How can I improve to 100 a day then? crap! I was thinking and thinking...
yeah like what coach said "injury is a nightmare, it hinders us to do this and that"
well, like I've said earlier, i skipped running today. I woke up late, and don't feel like going for run. gonna catch up soon for running, preparation for 10Km nikerun!hahah
most probably I start next week since my dad will be around from today till saturday! yeah! :P
alright, i'm gonna prepare my stuff. gtg to school =D
cyaa
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
shoulder shoulder....
it's 12.50 am..hmm I'm still awake and gonna watch 10,000 B.C (it's just finished buffering, heh)
anw, i dunno what's wrong with my right back shoulder. it's painful!! geez..it's not aching due to overtrained or what, i know it. It's just the same spot like last two week, i suspect it was due to heavy rowing training during preparation for June race. And now it's coming again because last sat and sun's training. damn..it's worse than before :(
yeah..i can't take it anymore, gonna head to doc really soon. tomorrow for sure..lolz. The pain is going on and on everytime I make a single move. so yah, sleeping is the best, lay down, like a dead body. :(
oh well, hope there's nothing serious with my shoulder. it's quite fun today thou, I was meeting one of my besties who comes from Indo. we just hang around orchard and had dinner. have no idea where we should go, i just brought him to cineleisure, watched the trailers there and had some chats. Thou i can't walk too far, the pain on my shoulder was liked getting worse if i keep walking. :(
feel weak....
aite then..i'm heading to watch my 10,000 B.C now and have some rest...
cyaa!! :)
anw, i dunno what's wrong with my right back shoulder. it's painful!! geez..it's not aching due to overtrained or what, i know it. It's just the same spot like last two week, i suspect it was due to heavy rowing training during preparation for June race. And now it's coming again because last sat and sun's training. damn..it's worse than before :(
yeah..i can't take it anymore, gonna head to doc really soon. tomorrow for sure..lolz. The pain is going on and on everytime I make a single move. so yah, sleeping is the best, lay down, like a dead body. :(
oh well, hope there's nothing serious with my shoulder. it's quite fun today thou, I was meeting one of my besties who comes from Indo. we just hang around orchard and had dinner. have no idea where we should go, i just brought him to cineleisure, watched the trailers there and had some chats. Thou i can't walk too far, the pain on my shoulder was liked getting worse if i keep walking. :(
feel weak....
aite then..i'm heading to watch my 10,000 B.C now and have some rest...
cyaa!! :)
Friday, July 11, 2008
walkin like a limp!
fiuhh..i wonder why i'm so tired today. Overworked-out?hmmm..i dunno. For sure my quads and calves are aching liked from two days ago. Having a short run this morning, feel liked an old man draggin his feets. lolz
Just now I had something on around little India there, and i traveled from that place, to hongkong street, near clarke quay. I was liked so lethargic, and the weather was unfriendly, freakin- HOT!
oh anw, i had a good day ytd, meeting my bestie, Farhi in cityhall. We was liked talkin cock from the time we met, till we separated to go home. (yeah dude, we need to meet again and start fishing!hahaha)
A lot of good movies are coming! The Dark Knight, Hell-Boy 2, The Mummy (just curious to see Jet-Lee, lol), etc. I'm supposed to save money for those thou. I realize it's kinda more and more expensive to live here. And yeah, since my school doesn't provide snacks no more for tea-breaks. Additional expense from our own pocket for snacks. ROAR!
alright, I got nothing to say. Gonna watch Hell Boy, just for the sake of watching Hell-Boy 2.hahah.. see ya around! have a nice weekends
Just now I had something on around little India there, and i traveled from that place, to hongkong street, near clarke quay. I was liked so lethargic, and the weather was unfriendly, freakin- HOT!
oh anw, i had a good day ytd, meeting my bestie, Farhi in cityhall. We was liked talkin cock from the time we met, till we separated to go home. (yeah dude, we need to meet again and start fishing!hahaha)
A lot of good movies are coming! The Dark Knight, Hell-Boy 2, The Mummy (just curious to see Jet-Lee, lol), etc. I'm supposed to save money for those thou. I realize it's kinda more and more expensive to live here. And yeah, since my school doesn't provide snacks no more for tea-breaks. Additional expense from our own pocket for snacks. ROAR!
alright, I got nothing to say. Gonna watch Hell Boy, just for the sake of watching Hell-Boy 2.hahah.. see ya around! have a nice weekends
Monday, July 7, 2008
What a wasted Day
geez..it was sunday, and I just stuck at home for a whole day..such a wasted! :(
well, I was supposed to go to Sentosa that day, but since the weather was not that good, we decided to cancel it. Thou eventually, it was not raining. *snap!*
There were so many plans that never came out to be realized. yeah..supposed to watch movie, if I never made promise to go to sentosa. SOoo..since I knew that we canceled it, I was asking somebody to go out. but what a luck..she's made another appointment with someone else.hahah..
I was liked...nothing to say :P
So yah, I just had nothing to do, watching drama in crunchyroll, and felt sleepy. Fell asleep at 5 pm, and I awoke at 10.30 pm! what the hell?!! I thought it's just a payout coz I stayed awake until 5.30pm last night. LOL yeah yeah..I know it's very unhealthy lifestyle for not to have enough rest. Sorry mom the drama was too addictive. hahah
It's been a week since my class started. oh well, back to the university's day. First week was MAD. I never expected that my subject, price theory, has lots of graphs. yeahhh..it's G-R-A-P-H. and it's even worse than price & markets, my previous subject.It's gonna be long and winded road for this semester, i'm supposed :(
alright, I think I'm gonna get goin to sleep now. Tomorrow is just another day, need to make some phonecalls, and another gym session :D oh almost forgot, tomorrow is macroeconomics 2 class! the number "2" attached there is kinda scary thou. (how hard is it gonna be compared to macroeconomics 1??) well, we'll see... :P
well, I was supposed to go to Sentosa that day, but since the weather was not that good, we decided to cancel it. Thou eventually, it was not raining. *snap!*
There were so many plans that never came out to be realized. yeah..supposed to watch movie, if I never made promise to go to sentosa. SOoo..since I knew that we canceled it, I was asking somebody to go out. but what a luck..she's made another appointment with someone else.hahah..
I was liked...nothing to say :P
So yah, I just had nothing to do, watching drama in crunchyroll, and felt sleepy. Fell asleep at 5 pm, and I awoke at 10.30 pm! what the hell?!! I thought it's just a payout coz I stayed awake until 5.30pm last night. LOL yeah yeah..I know it's very unhealthy lifestyle for not to have enough rest. Sorry mom the drama was too addictive. hahah
It's been a week since my class started. oh well, back to the university's day. First week was MAD. I never expected that my subject, price theory, has lots of graphs. yeahhh..it's G-R-A-P-H. and it's even worse than price & markets, my previous subject.It's gonna be long and winded road for this semester, i'm supposed :(
alright, I think I'm gonna get goin to sleep now. Tomorrow is just another day, need to make some phonecalls, and another gym session :D oh almost forgot, tomorrow is macroeconomics 2 class! the number "2" attached there is kinda scary thou. (how hard is it gonna be compared to macroeconomics 1??) well, we'll see... :P
Wednesday, July 2, 2008
Dedicated to my TeamMates
it's been 3 days from Sunday, the big day that all of us have been waiting for, SIM Dragons, my teammates...
but the visualization of the race on IVP and PM CUP is still on my mind, i dunno why...like it's rewind over and over again on my mind...felt good when we was leading, thou we made it for 2nd place in IVP, and 3rd place in PM CUP. (geez, just a split second different from NUS..well maybe I didn't twist enough) :(
What i can say..it's just the best race I've ever had after Penang.We've been training for a month, 5 times a week, and made Kallang as a 2nd home for us.LOL
I wonder how NTUs rower felt like when they made it for 1st. It must be great. A payback for their even-worse training for that June Race.
It's almost 1 year for me since I joined the team, and I just realized one thing what makes dragon boat seems interesting. Yeah for the first time I join the club to be fitter.
But, the "togetherness" that keeps me hanging around up until now.
Happiness is much much better when we shared it, sweats and tears are much easier when we carried them together...
That's what I feel on the last race, June Race.
when we don't let ourselves down, at the same time we don't let our teammates down too
Thanks Mates,
Thanks SIM Dragons
Notes: Master Series is coming!! :D :D
but the visualization of the race on IVP and PM CUP is still on my mind, i dunno why...like it's rewind over and over again on my mind...felt good when we was leading, thou we made it for 2nd place in IVP, and 3rd place in PM CUP. (geez, just a split second different from NUS..well maybe I didn't twist enough) :(
What i can say..it's just the best race I've ever had after Penang.We've been training for a month, 5 times a week, and made Kallang as a 2nd home for us.LOL
I wonder how NTUs rower felt like when they made it for 1st. It must be great. A payback for their even-worse training for that June Race.
It's almost 1 year for me since I joined the team, and I just realized one thing what makes dragon boat seems interesting. Yeah for the first time I join the club to be fitter.
But, the "togetherness" that keeps me hanging around up until now.
Happiness is much much better when we shared it, sweats and tears are much easier when we carried them together...
That's what I feel on the last race, June Race.
when we don't let ourselves down, at the same time we don't let our teammates down too
Thanks Mates,
Thanks SIM Dragons
Notes: Master Series is coming!! :D :D
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
4 more days to the BIG DAY
hey buddies out there!
hmmm...I've been MIA quite a long time from my blogspot, it's not that i'm busy, but i just can't find an interesting topic to write about. againn...hahah
well, today is 24 June, it's just 4 MORE DAYS to JUNE RACE!!
i can't say i feel ready, nervous to be honest despite we've been through many sets of race set during training, countless sets of 20 mins or 15 sec which drive me crazy.LOL
Kallang has been a 2nd home for me during June, even make me stuck here, can't afford to go back home.
PM CUP PM CUP...it was repeated over and over again in my mind. Thou it's my first time to go for June race, getting PM CUP is liked a dream of every rowers (NUS and NTU rowers are excluded, perhaps.LOL.no offense)
yeah..It's just once in a year...all the sweat and blood we shared during training might make us strong for this race. Despite the result, we're gonna give the best set, show to them what we got.
Like cap'n said, thou they will win, let them die trying to get that.
One for all, All for One
One best stroke at a time, and forge ahead as One
JUNE RACE! WE'RE COMING!! :D
hmmm...I've been MIA quite a long time from my blogspot, it's not that i'm busy, but i just can't find an interesting topic to write about. againn...hahah
well, today is 24 June, it's just 4 MORE DAYS to JUNE RACE!!
i can't say i feel ready, nervous to be honest despite we've been through many sets of race set during training, countless sets of 20 mins or 15 sec which drive me crazy.LOL
Kallang has been a 2nd home for me during June, even make me stuck here, can't afford to go back home.
PM CUP PM CUP...it was repeated over and over again in my mind. Thou it's my first time to go for June race, getting PM CUP is liked a dream of every rowers (NUS and NTU rowers are excluded, perhaps.LOL.no offense)
yeah..It's just once in a year...all the sweat and blood we shared during training might make us strong for this race. Despite the result, we're gonna give the best set, show to them what we got.
Like cap'n said, thou they will win, let them die trying to get that.
One for all, All for One
One best stroke at a time, and forge ahead as One
JUNE RACE! WE'RE COMING!! :D
Wednesday, June 11, 2008
just an ordinary day
hey all! it's really very very long time that i've never caught up with my blog. Kinda lazy thou in this holiday breeze, to think some interesting topic to write about. As my training is so intense due to upcoming race, 5 times training is liked a daily activity that i've been doing recently. It's quite monoton life thou in this month. Eat, Sleep, Training.... :(
It might be the reason why I get angry easily this time around, like a girl having pms. LOL
Trying hard to control my anger, but I just can't hold it out *patience patience patience*
Being mean to people, or scolding (thou it's just on my mind) is liked a habit. I feel so bad thou
Oh btw, last week, from 4th June to 8th June, my mom was around! yeah, it's sorta sweet escape from training, even it's not long lasting. It's just the happiest moment by accompanying her
go shopping, yeah i miss you mom! :D
damn, the schedule for next semester was out, it's just right after my June race that I start my school life. BiG THANKS! :P *sarcastic way*
I was liked able to count how many days that I can have beauty sleep in this holiday. It's even less than my fingers thou! :(
yeah, it's 2.37 in the morning, and still thinking what i can write about, or more exactly is what else I can complain about..lol
nahh..that's enough for today i think..time to go to sleep!! tomorrow is just another day, hope I have an awesome day to tell about! cheers! :))
It might be the reason why I get angry easily this time around, like a girl having pms. LOL
Trying hard to control my anger, but I just can't hold it out *patience patience patience*
Being mean to people, or scolding (thou it's just on my mind) is liked a habit. I feel so bad thou
Oh btw, last week, from 4th June to 8th June, my mom was around! yeah, it's sorta sweet escape from training, even it's not long lasting. It's just the happiest moment by accompanying her
go shopping, yeah i miss you mom! :D
damn, the schedule for next semester was out, it's just right after my June race that I start my school life. BiG THANKS! :P *sarcastic way*
I was liked able to count how many days that I can have beauty sleep in this holiday. It's even less than my fingers thou! :(
yeah, it's 2.37 in the morning, and still thinking what i can write about, or more exactly is what else I can complain about..lol
nahh..that's enough for today i think..time to go to sleep!! tomorrow is just another day, hope I have an awesome day to tell about! cheers! :))
Wednesday, May 28, 2008
World..oh world...
Hello dear blogger! it's been a long time i've never dropped my writing here.haha. sorry maybe coz i've been breathing holiday breeze , makes my brain rotten. lol
hmmm..today was raining so hard. I should have been pleased for that coz for quite a while, the weather here is HOT like hell!
It had been raining very hard around 4 pm, and I went to have lunch outside. Geez, wet all over my body thou i brought umbrella. Oh well, Mankind is hardly to be satisfied and greedy huh..when it's hot, we're askin for the rain, vice versa.
Anw, Good News that Myanmar has opened its hand to receive foreign aids for the victims. But isn't it kinda late? Quote from newspaper , now Myanmar's credibility is on jeopardy. Will the aids arrive fully in victims' hands? or the Government will start importing some rice to another country? (oopz..sorry I'm sorta of fence to the gov there)
But well, if you think about it, isn't it kinda silly that how a country which suffered from disaster is able to import rice? Bow to them :D
Thinking about what has happened previous weeks in some countries like : Cyclone in Myanmar, Earthquake in Sichuan, and Typhoon in Philippine ; moreover increasing price in food and oil price hits USD 135 per barrel , have you ever crossed a thought that "end of the world is near"?
When people start to die one by one due to starvation and people kill others to survive, and the world becomes a horror for everyone.
~People is reluctant to hurt others , but when they need to, killing is as easy as breathing
Wake up this morning
Heard the TV sayin' something
'Bout disaster in the world and
It made me wonder where I'm going
*dedicated to someone out there :D*
hmmm..today was raining so hard. I should have been pleased for that coz for quite a while, the weather here is HOT like hell!
It had been raining very hard around 4 pm, and I went to have lunch outside. Geez, wet all over my body thou i brought umbrella. Oh well, Mankind is hardly to be satisfied and greedy huh..when it's hot, we're askin for the rain, vice versa.
Anw, Good News that Myanmar has opened its hand to receive foreign aids for the victims. But isn't it kinda late? Quote from newspaper , now Myanmar's credibility is on jeopardy. Will the aids arrive fully in victims' hands? or the Government will start importing some rice to another country? (oopz..sorry I'm sorta of fence to the gov there)
But well, if you think about it, isn't it kinda silly that how a country which suffered from disaster is able to import rice? Bow to them :D
Thinking about what has happened previous weeks in some countries like : Cyclone in Myanmar, Earthquake in Sichuan, and Typhoon in Philippine ; moreover increasing price in food and oil price hits USD 135 per barrel , have you ever crossed a thought that "end of the world is near"?
When people start to die one by one due to starvation and people kill others to survive, and the world becomes a horror for everyone.
~People is reluctant to hurt others , but when they need to, killing is as easy as breathing
Wake up this morning
Heard the TV sayin' something
'Bout disaster in the world and
It made me wonder where I'm going
*dedicated to someone out there :D*
Friday, May 16, 2008
Time...Time..Time...
It was quite a sometime that I've never posted something , it's been for 5 days exactly. Recently, Singapore is damn hot ( I forgot whether I've mentioned it in my previous posted) and I ended up sweating all over my body while I accompanied my friend to hang around Raffles Place today. After that, I was meeting my other friends to watch movie, Made of Honor. A chick flick movie, indeed, but it's quite interesting.
Anw, don't you think that 24-hours per day is not enough? I do..It was liked so many things to do, so little time we have. And sometimes, I was liked thinking by myself whether I've used the day that I was given to do what I'm supposed to do. I wish that I could have more than 24-hours per day, it might be better that way huh? :P to do something in 2 or 3 hours more, for example, a day? or are you gonna use it to add more your sleep time? lol
yeah, sometimes the case is not that I don't have enough time. I just let it fly, let it run, and I just walk trying to catch with it. And at the end, I lost my pace with time, wishing that it will slow down for me. So it was quite reasonable that my father once said, wise people work by following the time. They won't walk when time is running, and they won't run when time is slowing down. Everything that is meant for today was done by today. It sounds great, huh :D
Moreover, thinking of discipline, I was lacking of that recently somehow. I woke up late, slept quite late too, and my eating habit is quite sucks as well. I need to back to the basic, I really need to..sigh...Time, hope I can use you wisely, not only letting you pass by...
oh well, it is 2.33 am, need to have some rest. Gonna back to you again with interesting topic, hopefully. lol
cyaa
Anw, don't you think that 24-hours per day is not enough? I do..It was liked so many things to do, so little time we have. And sometimes, I was liked thinking by myself whether I've used the day that I was given to do what I'm supposed to do. I wish that I could have more than 24-hours per day, it might be better that way huh? :P to do something in 2 or 3 hours more, for example, a day? or are you gonna use it to add more your sleep time? lol
yeah, sometimes the case is not that I don't have enough time. I just let it fly, let it run, and I just walk trying to catch with it. And at the end, I lost my pace with time, wishing that it will slow down for me. So it was quite reasonable that my father once said, wise people work by following the time. They won't walk when time is running, and they won't run when time is slowing down. Everything that is meant for today was done by today. It sounds great, huh :D
Moreover, thinking of discipline, I was lacking of that recently somehow. I woke up late, slept quite late too, and my eating habit is quite sucks as well. I need to back to the basic, I really need to..sigh...Time, hope I can use you wisely, not only letting you pass by...
oh well, it is 2.33 am, need to have some rest. Gonna back to you again with interesting topic, hopefully. lol
cyaa
Monday, May 12, 2008
Journey to west side with some own thought
Today I was overslept, darn. I was supposed to wake up around 8 am, having some exercises. It ended up I opened my eyes, and it was 10 am! lol. I was rushing to the bathroom, yawning and scolding myself. *oopz* hahah
I had planned for today that I'm gonna go to Jurong Port Road, which is in the very west side of my place. I took mrt to lakeside, and still needed to take a bus to reach the place. It's kinda long trip huh. :D Yeah for sure, here you can see lots of cargo, trucks, or any huge vehicles to deliver goods. All around your view is surrounded by big warehouses and factories.
When I have reached there, the one that I was looking for was out for lunch. oh what a lucky day! lol. I was waiting like 1 hour, and finally she came back, and we had a talk just less than 30 minutes.hahah. What am I gonna say? It's alright, no pain no gain :)
On my way home, I was reading Today, and came across with Myanmar News about cyclone, votes, United Nations you name it. It's kinda funny thou that the government held voting during this devastated disaster that happened recently in that country. And I have no idea why the gov there is not allowed foreign workers to aid the victims. Ah..I can't have any own thought about it, or else I'm gonna be caught and brought to Myanmar.LOL
but well, I still remember what my macroecons lecturer about politics. "Don't talk about politics when people are hungry." And the condition there is more or less the same. How can the victims think about what best for their government, when they are hungry, not sure whether they can survive for tomorrow, or whether there is a help will come for them.
I dunno..It's all politics....
I had planned for today that I'm gonna go to Jurong Port Road, which is in the very west side of my place. I took mrt to lakeside, and still needed to take a bus to reach the place. It's kinda long trip huh. :D Yeah for sure, here you can see lots of cargo, trucks, or any huge vehicles to deliver goods. All around your view is surrounded by big warehouses and factories.
When I have reached there, the one that I was looking for was out for lunch. oh what a lucky day! lol. I was waiting like 1 hour, and finally she came back, and we had a talk just less than 30 minutes.hahah. What am I gonna say? It's alright, no pain no gain :)
On my way home, I was reading Today, and came across with Myanmar News about cyclone, votes, United Nations you name it. It's kinda funny thou that the government held voting during this devastated disaster that happened recently in that country. And I have no idea why the gov there is not allowed foreign workers to aid the victims. Ah..I can't have any own thought about it, or else I'm gonna be caught and brought to Myanmar.LOL
but well, I still remember what my macroecons lecturer about politics. "Don't talk about politics when people are hungry." And the condition there is more or less the same. How can the victims think about what best for their government, when they are hungry, not sure whether they can survive for tomorrow, or whether there is a help will come for them.
I dunno..It's all politics....
Sunday, May 11, 2008
Time flies so fast...
It's been quite a sometime from my last post, and well, recently I can't find any interesting topic to talk about, or even think about it. Or maybe it's just because exam was over, slackin' too much can make my brain obsoletes. lol
This day was fine, around 4 pm I was meeting my friends, to look for a place, to settle up a restaurant. We started from Tanjong Pagar, and ended up in Chinatown. I was pretty amazed with the building over there. They are all in uniform, like an 70s , 80s building in Singapore. One Word : AWESOME! :P
Nothing much to say about my journey, like after 1 hour going around and taking a lot of pictures in various places, we were heading back home. Arriving at home, I grabbed my Psp, and fell asleep in the sofa in the living room. I dunno why I feel like asleep easily this time around, or maybe it's my "savings" account because during exam period i don't have enough rest. lol
ah...Times fly so fast, even I can't catch up with it, and I just realize that everything has changed. It's kinda unbelievable that It's been 1 year plus from the first time I started to study here. And today, It's already the second mother's day, which is 11 May that is kinda different from Indonesia. I still remembered that I argued with my friend that Mother's day is supposed to be 22 December! hahaha
Everyone of us has grown up, and some of us can feel it that we are no longer the same like we used to be. The appearance, mind-set, and habits, more or less is changing. And from that period, people are coming by, passing my life, sharing things with me, or they just dropped by. One of them inspired me, made me learn something new about this life. But thanks to you all, coz maybe because of them, I become what I am now. I realize that I'm no longer a kid, considered an adult, thou sometimes I'm not mature enough.lol
oh well, i can't be bothered about it, like Simon Webbe said "I just know your life's gonna change, not today, but someday soon it's gonna be alright"
Keep on believing, And Live up Your Life, coz today's me is gonna bring me somewhere to where I wanna be in the future. It's all up to me! :)
This day was fine, around 4 pm I was meeting my friends, to look for a place, to settle up a restaurant. We started from Tanjong Pagar, and ended up in Chinatown. I was pretty amazed with the building over there. They are all in uniform, like an 70s , 80s building in Singapore. One Word : AWESOME! :P
Nothing much to say about my journey, like after 1 hour going around and taking a lot of pictures in various places, we were heading back home. Arriving at home, I grabbed my Psp, and fell asleep in the sofa in the living room. I dunno why I feel like asleep easily this time around, or maybe it's my "savings" account because during exam period i don't have enough rest. lol
ah...Times fly so fast, even I can't catch up with it, and I just realize that everything has changed. It's kinda unbelievable that It's been 1 year plus from the first time I started to study here. And today, It's already the second mother's day, which is 11 May that is kinda different from Indonesia. I still remembered that I argued with my friend that Mother's day is supposed to be 22 December! hahaha
Everyone of us has grown up, and some of us can feel it that we are no longer the same like we used to be. The appearance, mind-set, and habits, more or less is changing. And from that period, people are coming by, passing my life, sharing things with me, or they just dropped by. One of them inspired me, made me learn something new about this life. But thanks to you all, coz maybe because of them, I become what I am now. I realize that I'm no longer a kid, considered an adult, thou sometimes I'm not mature enough.lol
oh well, i can't be bothered about it, like Simon Webbe said "I just know your life's gonna change, not today, but someday soon it's gonna be alright"
Keep on believing, And Live up Your Life, coz today's me is gonna bring me somewhere to where I wanna be in the future. It's all up to me! :)
Thursday, May 8, 2008
a Day in Raffles Place
oh well, today I found something funny about insurance agency. But maybe it's just a silly thought. I dunno, judged by our own mind then. lol
I was sitting in raffles place by myself, thinking about what else I need to do. And I was approached by insurance agent, asked for survey. She was a girl, and coincidentally, she's graduated from SIM too, same university with me.haha. Nothing much in here, just a simple survey, asking for name and contact number.
and after that, just a couple of minutes, I was approached again by someone. Suddenly she just asked what I was doing, my name is, like a common chit-chat. Or you can say, it's liked a chick wants to know your name!hahah. but no, buddy..big NO! she's insurance agent too! at the end she's asking for survey as well. sigh...
What i've learnt today, don't hang around in raffles place if you got no business over there. Or else your pocket is gonna be full of name cards from a lot of insurance agencies.lol . And aren't you aware that a lot of those people are girls? oh well, maybe I'm just bias.hahah
take care..need to take shower! byeee
I was sitting in raffles place by myself, thinking about what else I need to do. And I was approached by insurance agent, asked for survey. She was a girl, and coincidentally, she's graduated from SIM too, same university with me.haha. Nothing much in here, just a simple survey, asking for name and contact number.
and after that, just a couple of minutes, I was approached again by someone. Suddenly she just asked what I was doing, my name is, like a common chit-chat. Or you can say, it's liked a chick wants to know your name!hahah. but no, buddy..big NO! she's insurance agent too! at the end she's asking for survey as well. sigh...
What i've learnt today, don't hang around in raffles place if you got no business over there. Or else your pocket is gonna be full of name cards from a lot of insurance agencies.lol . And aren't you aware that a lot of those people are girls? oh well, maybe I'm just bias.hahah
take care..need to take shower! byeee
Wednesday, May 7, 2008
Fairness is yet Painful
HELL YEAH! finally my exam is over, oh well it's actually ended yesterday, but i just don't feel like posting yesterday.haha. pretty tired yesterday, having jap buffet ( treat from my friend's bday, thanks to kelvin & dustin!) it's awesome! heaven of SUSHI and SASHIMI! lol
After we went for Ironman show. oh man it's wicked! there're lots of pretty cool stuffs. it's a MUST to watch that movie. :D
here we go, i'd like to share something about fairness. Don't you agree that fairness is painful? I give you example like, why are you born as Indonesian, for example? or chinese, japanese, or caucasian? furthermore, have you ever thought why some people are born not in good financial and some are born with tremendous gold & cash?
from my belief, it's carma. carma from our previous life, coz our life is not once, it keeps reincarnating over and over again until you break the chain. But in some point of view, it's true thou that our life is once. Coz we're just gonna have one time being with our own personality, our own condition, and our own appearance. I might be born to be different persons in the next life, and i won't be Dimas anymore. :)
My dad once told me, based on the book that he read, "fairness is painful. Never seek for fairness if you can't treat people fairly. Keep on doing your work , keep praying, keep trying, and after that, look through your wealth line, Once it's not there, you're just not born to be rich." Is it fair? it's unfair, yet it's painful. :)
oh well, i gotta go now. it's 10.15 pm. need to prepare myself for tonight! LOL
hopefully i'm gonna post another exciting topic. It's pretty hard huh to think any wise words when exam is over.hahaha..cya
After we went for Ironman show. oh man it's wicked! there're lots of pretty cool stuffs. it's a MUST to watch that movie. :D
here we go, i'd like to share something about fairness. Don't you agree that fairness is painful? I give you example like, why are you born as Indonesian, for example? or chinese, japanese, or caucasian? furthermore, have you ever thought why some people are born not in good financial and some are born with tremendous gold & cash?
from my belief, it's carma. carma from our previous life, coz our life is not once, it keeps reincarnating over and over again until you break the chain. But in some point of view, it's true thou that our life is once. Coz we're just gonna have one time being with our own personality, our own condition, and our own appearance. I might be born to be different persons in the next life, and i won't be Dimas anymore. :)
My dad once told me, based on the book that he read, "fairness is painful. Never seek for fairness if you can't treat people fairly. Keep on doing your work , keep praying, keep trying, and after that, look through your wealth line, Once it's not there, you're just not born to be rich." Is it fair? it's unfair, yet it's painful. :)
oh well, i gotta go now. it's 10.15 pm. need to prepare myself for tonight! LOL
hopefully i'm gonna post another exciting topic. It's pretty hard huh to think any wise words when exam is over.hahaha..cya
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
Reflection to Our Relatives
hello there! how's today?
well, currently it's pretty hot in here.best for suntanned! lol
hopefully it's gonna be like this for the following week, and i can spend my day in sentosa. hahaha
well, today was not so special..muggin with my friends at school, and had some discussion over our last test. (oh yeah baby! i can smell holiday's breeze comin nearer and nearer! lol)
btw, recently i stuck with this song from Mariah Carey - "bye bye". it's quite touching thou. And i just came across this wild thought, have you ever thought that your beloved one will not be with you forever? like your family, especially. I'm pretty sure that one day...one day they're gonna leave us, and we're gonna miss them like crazy. A million tears fallin from our eyes that will not gonna bring them back. oh damn, to be honest, everytime my mind starts imagining it, i can feel my goose bumps rise. it's pretty scary thou, but in fact, it's true. .
"not a single thing in this world is eternal, all have their own time, and once the time came, they will vanish."
As what Mariah Carey said in her song, it's liked we wish that we're gonna have a lil' more time with our beloved one, wish that we're having more time to spend with them. but wish is just a wish. They won't come back..they've gone forever.
but now, i feel completely lucky. I'm still having a complete family, my beloved dad and mom.I have persons that are worried about me, waiting for me to go home there, and loving me trully. And what you and me are supposed to do when you still have them, do pleased them when they're still alived. It's kinda useless when you cried over them when they've gone. It's my chance to please them, to be what they really want me to be, which i believe it's all just for the best of me in the future. :) what are u waiting for? are you on?? :D
I LOVE YOU MOM ... I LOVE YOU DAD..BLESS YOU!
Note: I'm having new chatbox for all of you. Thanks to Kester! xD
Maybe you can drop by and have a chat with me sometimes.
cya around! :)
well, currently it's pretty hot in here.best for suntanned! lol
hopefully it's gonna be like this for the following week, and i can spend my day in sentosa. hahaha
well, today was not so special..muggin with my friends at school, and had some discussion over our last test. (oh yeah baby! i can smell holiday's breeze comin nearer and nearer! lol)
btw, recently i stuck with this song from Mariah Carey - "bye bye". it's quite touching thou. And i just came across this wild thought, have you ever thought that your beloved one will not be with you forever? like your family, especially. I'm pretty sure that one day...one day they're gonna leave us, and we're gonna miss them like crazy. A million tears fallin from our eyes that will not gonna bring them back. oh damn, to be honest, everytime my mind starts imagining it, i can feel my goose bumps rise. it's pretty scary thou, but in fact, it's true. .
"not a single thing in this world is eternal, all have their own time, and once the time came, they will vanish."
As what Mariah Carey said in her song, it's liked we wish that we're gonna have a lil' more time with our beloved one, wish that we're having more time to spend with them. but wish is just a wish. They won't come back..they've gone forever.
but now, i feel completely lucky. I'm still having a complete family, my beloved dad and mom.I have persons that are worried about me, waiting for me to go home there, and loving me trully. And what you and me are supposed to do when you still have them, do pleased them when they're still alived. It's kinda useless when you cried over them when they've gone. It's my chance to please them, to be what they really want me to be, which i believe it's all just for the best of me in the future. :) what are u waiting for? are you on?? :D
I LOVE YOU MOM ... I LOVE YOU DAD..BLESS YOU!
Note: I'm having new chatbox for all of you. Thanks to Kester! xD
Maybe you can drop by and have a chat with me sometimes.
cya around! :)
Monday, May 5, 2008
my officially created blogspot
oh YEAH! it's 5th May 2008 and I finally I got my own blogspot. it's kinda late thou to have a blog, but well it's better than nothing at all :D
well, it's pretty late, 1.15 in the morning, and I got something to share with you all, so yah..i decide to make a blogspot today.
I dunno why suddenly i came cross with this idea. " how hard you try to get something, and if it's just your way to get it, you're gonna have it.and if it's not, i'm sorry :) " but well, we will feel disappointed, and some of us decide to quit, and others are just keep trying. It's liked you study so hard for your exam, but you never know whether you're gonna do well. but are you just givin' in?
I believe there is no such a loser if we have tried our best, we pray for it, and we believe on ourselves that we can do it, but in the end, the result is not liked what we expected, or even far from what we want. It's gonna back to ourselves whether you're a quitter or you're a fighter. We never know what we're gonna be until we reached some point, and we say " yeah, this is me, this is what I am."
We keep on trying and trying, but well if we don't get what we had, so maybe it's just not for you, buddy! And there might be something else waiting for you, and it might be better. Sounds pretty easy huh? yeah..it's hard to have such mental like that, i'm learning too, step by step :)
"It's not like I'm givin' in for everything, but I won't force myself to get it if it's not just for me"
oh well, it's 1.30 am. i gotta go now. hopefully it's useful for everyone who reads my blog. maybe not so good for the beginning, but it's gonna be better for the next post. Promise! :D
cya
well, it's pretty late, 1.15 in the morning, and I got something to share with you all, so yah..i decide to make a blogspot today.
I dunno why suddenly i came cross with this idea. " how hard you try to get something, and if it's just your way to get it, you're gonna have it.and if it's not, i'm sorry :) " but well, we will feel disappointed, and some of us decide to quit, and others are just keep trying. It's liked you study so hard for your exam, but you never know whether you're gonna do well. but are you just givin' in?
I believe there is no such a loser if we have tried our best, we pray for it, and we believe on ourselves that we can do it, but in the end, the result is not liked what we expected, or even far from what we want. It's gonna back to ourselves whether you're a quitter or you're a fighter. We never know what we're gonna be until we reached some point, and we say " yeah, this is me, this is what I am."
We keep on trying and trying, but well if we don't get what we had, so maybe it's just not for you, buddy! And there might be something else waiting for you, and it might be better. Sounds pretty easy huh? yeah..it's hard to have such mental like that, i'm learning too, step by step :)
"It's not like I'm givin' in for everything, but I won't force myself to get it if it's not just for me"
oh well, it's 1.30 am. i gotta go now. hopefully it's useful for everyone who reads my blog. maybe not so good for the beginning, but it's gonna be better for the next post. Promise! :D
cya
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